I should also add, next week I am certain (well maybe 80-90% certain) that I will be told of my university choice for Japan for Year III (aka: Year Abroad.) Just to crank up the knob even further. If its one of the unis I want to go to, this may just give me the desire to push on, or give me the much needed hate to kill other people in my year for going to a uni or place they are so fucking apathetic over...

And besides, what happens if people drop out after they have been selected to go to one university? -_-

Actually, it might be this weekend. Oh blimey. I'm shitting myself.